if shame had a face I think it would look like yours
Friday, November 06, 2009, 10:22 PM

i take that back. you can do whatever you want because no matter how hard i try,
its not going to change anyway. you can solve it yourselves because no matter how
much my heart hurts, the problem between the 2 of you will still be there.

so there, i'm going to try and let go. i know i have to do it one day anyway.
from now on, i'm NOT going to be part of it anymore but i beg you,
don't talk bad about each other in front of my face, because i don't think
i'll be able to stand it. you want to do it, do it behind my back

Wednesday, November 04, 2009, 8:27 PM


i look dumb, i know.

as usual, and until next week, i had headstart again today.
MATHS was again first up. we were supposed to do geometrical construction today,
but because MORE than half the class didn't bring the mathematical sets, we didn't.
i think Mr Ong was pretty dissappointed with our class. i'm not surprised though.
so, instead we did mensuration, which was just a repeat of the boring formulas and
putting in the values.

unlike the other days, i had one and a half hours worth of free time because we were
supposed to have history but it was brought foward to last monday. i actually wanted to
help paint the mural that the art people were painting but they were all lower secs so
i didn't bother. with nothing to do left, my buddeh and i went to the computer lab to
waste time until the next headstart lesson.

the last headstart lesson for today was CHEMISTRY. Ms Chin was back after her
maternity leave, so the class was much more tamed compared to the lesson yesterday
with Ms Tan. i think because of her long leave, she missed scolding us and so came the lecture.
she was pretty pissed, i think, because she sent a few people out of class.

training today ROCKED!
it was damn damn TIRING but it was super FUN!
i was pretty crazy the whole time, i think i was the one with the MOST sound effects.
don't believe me? then you should come down and watch the trainings yourself.
but i doubt that you'll do that anyway.
ANYWAY, we focused on a few areas today, namely sprinting and cushioning.
pretty harsh on the muscles, they're hurting like shit, but it was, well, entertaining.

however, i am NOT looking fprward to tomorrow's training because i know that my
dear dear muscles are going to hurt a lot more after training.
so then, i have to go now.
take care and watch out for my next post!

love, andala